Forbidden Ch. 04

A week had passed by and Cassandra wasn't get any better. Chloe was scared her daughter's condition might worsen. A couple of days after they'd arrived at the motel Cassie fell sick. Chloe was certain it was just a bug that would stop if she got some meds from the pharmacy store. It didn't stop. Everyday Cassie's situation was getting worse. Chloe didn't have much money to get her admitted to any hospital or see a doctor. She didn't have health insurance either.

On Thursday night, she found herself walking to Hawk's headquarters. She'd swallow her pride and ask Logan for help. Thank God the lights in his office were still on; he was still at work. As Chloe approached his office she heard loud moans; her heart started beating fast. Had he moved on so quick? She couldn't believe it. For a moment Chloe felt like she meant something to him. Like she mattered. Boy she felt dumb! She opened the door to see Logan's face burried in another's woman's pussy. Cecilia's skirt was on the floor. Her back arched as she moaned Logan's name. Chloe couldn't believe her eyes. Tears ran down her face. She couldn't move her feet or hands. Looking into her eyes Logan could see the hurt and rage she felt. Chloe ran off with Logan chasing after her. He was fully dressed except for his tie. He caught up with her. "Let me go!" she couldn't look at him in the eye. He lifted her chin, something about her wasn't right.

"Where have you been? Do you know how long I've been looking for you?"

"Yeah, of course you've been looking," she rolled her eyes. "Let me go!"

"Where's Cassie?"

"She's fine. Let me go!" she tried to fight him off. Cecelia who was now fully dressed was too ashamed to walk out Logan's office. Logan didn't want to go back either. Chloe wasn't supposed to see that. "Listen you can get back to what you were doing, just let me go."

"I'll let you go. Tell me where Cassie is and if she's safe."

Chloe cried, Cassandra was the reason she came to see Logan. She never thought she'd find him between another woman's thighs. "Cassandra's sick. She's in hospital. I can't--I don't know what to do," she sat down, exhausted. She couldn't fight the tears anymore, "I came here cause I needed your help."

"You don't need it anymore?" he asked.

"No," she said calmly. Coming here was clearly a bad idea. She desperately wanted to believe a little part of him cared about her. That the intimacy they shared meant something to him.

"Fine, I won't help you," he lied. "Just tell where Cassandra is."

Reluctantly Chloe told him. With his hand by her back he led her to his car. She was silent all the way to the hospital. He tried making conversation but she just wasn't into it.

The doctor assured them Cassandra would be fine. It was just bug, something she picked up that attacked her immune system. Driving home, Logan was desperate to talk to Chloe about Cecilia. She didn't say a word. Her mind was somewhere else. He showed her to a room next to his. Refusing to eat anything or talk, Chloe took a bath and went to bed... All she wanted was time to think and reflect.

Seeing Logan with somebody else broke her spirit. She cared about him, more than she'd admit but it was clear he didn't feel the same way. All he wanted from her was sex. But Chloe on the other hand had grown to understand his dark side, to accept him for who he was. Because you are stupid Chloe, she thought. The next day came too early. Logan was agitated, Chloe hadn't said anything to him besides talking about Cassandra. He wanted to explain his actions, to tell her Cecilia didn't mean anything but she was too far absorbed in her internal thoughts.

He couldn't tell if she was angry or hurt. Thus he wanted to talk about it, sort it out, soothe the pain. Chloe was distant however, avoiding Logan at all costs. She felt ashamed. How had she been so stupid all this time? Why couldn't she see him for who he truly was? Of course she knew the answer to that. She loved him; including his scary darkness. Logan decided he'd talk to her lunch time. Burst the bubble.

Chloe wasn't really hungry and neither was he. He took a deep breath in, analysing her face. She was still breathtakingly beautiful. Her blonde hair was a bit longer than it was now. Her emerald eyes told a different story however; she was exhausted. He wondered, if this was the right time to talk about everything that's happened between them. Maybe his mother was right; maybe he was just as selfish and sadistic as his father. Inconsiderate. And maybe Chloe wasn't safe with him. Still a large part of him wanted her, all of her. Finally having enough courage, he said, "It didn't mean anything, you know?"

"What?"

"What you saw last night. It didn't mean anything."

"Okay," Chloe ate her food. Avoiding conversation.

Logan was puzzled, "You don't wanna talk about it?"

"No. Your sex life doesn't concern me."

"Are you at least willing to talk about us?"

"Us?" she raised her eyebrows; pretending to be confused.

"A lotta shit has happened between us. You know we need to sort things through."

She sighed, "I'm really tired Logan. Emotionally, mentally. Can we just focus on Cassie right now?"

Chloe's cell phone rang. It was the hospital, Cassie would be discharged the next day. Chloe knew she'd have to leave as soon as her daughter was alright. Start over, far away from Logan. She didn't have any penny on her, but she'd have to survive.

"What then from here?"

"I don't know. I need to find a job. Get Cassie back to school."

"You know you can stay here as long as you like."

"Thanks, but we both know it'd never work."

"Why not?"

"It'll never work. I just want my baby to be safe..."

"I could force you to stay, for Cassie's sake."

"You'd never do that."

"You really think I'd let you go out there. Let somebody else take what's mine?"

"I'm not yours Logan; you're probably confusing me with Cecilia," she said. It was clear now that she was jealous. She hated seeing him with another woman.

"I know you're mad. Let me fix it babe. I know I could make you feel better," he lifted her off the couch. He needed privacy for what he was about to do.

"Put me down. Just put me down or I'll..."

"Scream? Try it. I'd love to hear you scream baby. It turns me on," he locked his bedroom door.

Chloe was looking for something he could throw at him. He drew closer to her, his eyes looking deep into hers. He took her in his arms and murmured softly in her ears, "You need to stop fighting me. We've been through that too many times."

"I'm sorry about Cecilia, I swear it didn't mean shit. Tell me what to do babe, tell me how to make it right."

"I don't wanna do this Logan," she begged him. She wanted to take his word, forget everything but they'd already played this game before. And every time it was over she was left broken and tired.

"Shh." His hand was at the back of her neck while his thumb was on her lips. "I won't hurt you if you listen to me. Are you gonna listen to me babe?"

Reluctantly Chloe nodded.

"That's a good girl."

He kissed her lips and she moaned while their mouths were locked together. Her breathing was shallow, her breasts pressed against his chest. He unbuttoned her shirt, she didn't resist. He felt like he didn't have to force her this time. She moaned, his hand squeezing her breast. They were close to each other but it wasn't enough for him. He needed more. He wanted his soul intertwined with hers. A minute later, her bra was on the floor along with the shirt. "Logan, oh!" she breathed. He'd never seen her like this. So responsive, beautiful. It made him smile. Her hands we locked behind his neck with her eyes closed. Slowly with his lips adoring every freckle and emotional scar she ever had to hide, Chloe let go of her fears.

Hungrily, he sucked her nipples. She was almost on fire. She felt confused. She had been so angry at him and here she was, naked and willing. He turned her around so he could face her back. His touch sent electric shocks on her skin. The danger of it is that she wanted more. He had already unzipped her pants and snuck his thumb inside her underwear. She bit her lips, the sensation he was creating was beautiful. Something he had never done before. A silly thought entered her mind and she thought about what he was doing to Cecilia when she found them. She pushed him away. Logan was understanding however. He knew it wasn't going to be easy; he spoke sweet words to her once more and she nodded. He reassured her that he'd never cause her any harm. Repeatedly letting her know how much he cared about her well being and how beautiful she was. Chloe was like a violin. Logan could play her and she'd follow every single move he made to create any melody. She opened her thighs wider for him. Chloe had no idea why she was willing and oh so desperate with need. Her body wanted more of Logan's touch, her heart needed his affection, his validation. She purred when his finger entered her wet pussy. She was still tight although the bruises had gone away. Touching her breast erotically, she called his name as he brought her to climax with his thumb on her clit and his index finger inside her pussy. She turned to face him while he tasted her juices. She tasted like his favourite forbidden fruit. Passionately she kissed him, while her hands were undressing him. He groaned. She was more beautiful when she was in the throes of pleasure. She kneeled before him, taking his cock in her hand. Logan swore he lost all his self control. Chloe looked deep into his eyes; they both knew then she'd do anything for him. Her tongue was on the tip of his penis, she watched as it throbbed in her hand. He was so manly, so masculine and strong. She fell in love with his moans when his cock hit against her throat. She sucked his entitled length, his hand holding her in place. "Fuck Chloe," he groaned. Hearing him groan like that made her happy.

Logan laid Chloe gently on his bed, he couldn't wait any more. Chloe's need was written all over her eyes. They held his soul hostage, he swore then he'd never let her go.

His thumb was on her sweet nub once more. Chloe cried out in pleasure. Gently, he filled her with his cock. Her walls stretched to accommodate all of him. He growled. He needed this. His thrusts were slow and gentle. Her eyes were closed while she was lost in ecstasy. Logan didn't want to come on her pussy today. He wanted something forbidden, something he wasn't sure she'd give. "Chloe, I need you to bend over for me," he told her.

She did exactly what he asked. His mouth was on her ass, his tongue licking her sweet little pucker. She moaned. Never had anything forbidden felt so good. Chloe had no idea what Logan's intentions were. "Oh, oh my God! Oh yes!" she moaned. She fisted the sheets as she reached another climax. She felt like a Goddess; sensual, sexy and needed.

"You're gonna be a good girl for me, aren't Chloe?" he fisted her hair while he lunged into her pussy.

"Yes, I'll be good. I'll be your good girl."

"You'll listen to what I say? Like a good girl?"

"Yes, yes!" she moaned. "I'll listen like a good girl." The fullness of his cock inside her took away her sanity. She bit her lips as he plunged harder into her.

"A good girl never questions her daddy Chloe."

"Yes!" she cried.

"Tell me who you belong to," he groaned. Fuck, her pussy was tight, taking every inch of him in it's depths.

She orgasmed, all this talk was driving her wild. He held on to her hips. "You . I belong to you."

"I'm gonna fuck your ass now Chloe," he whispered in her ear.

"No, Logan please don't!" she tried to get away from him but he kept her from getting away.

"You promised you'd be good Chloe."

"Please no, it'll never fit," she panicked.

"Shh. I've got you. You need to trust me. I'd never hurt you."

"Logan no, you'll rip me apart. I've never done that. No!"

He kissed her neck hoping to calm her down. She was still on all fours; under his control. She prayed he'd be gentle with her. Slowly, he pushed his length inside her tiny sweet hole. She panicked, he could feel the tension on her body. "Babe, breathe, take really deep breaths, in and out." She breathed. After a while her mind was calmer and her body relaxed. She was still scared though. Past experience had taught her he could be unpredictability sadistic. Chloe braced herself for the worst. He spread her butt cheeks, the tip of his penis was already inside her. Slowly, he pushed till they were body to body; with no space between them. Chloe gasped, the pressure was too intense. Feeling him all the way in her ass, she lost her mind. What was Logan doing to her? Something about this was so dirty, yet so sexy she felt incredibly wet. Logan's thumb returned to her clitoris. Her nub was already swollen, she cried out with pleasure. God, it was too much. Logan's groans filled the room too. This was so special to both of them. Something they'd always cherish and remember.

Logan's thrusts were pretty slow and gentle. Chloe got used to the feeling and soon she found it pleasurable. She wasn't on all fours anymore, only her knees were still on the bed. After a while Logan wasn't so gentle either. Chloe steadied her hands on Logan's thighs. The pleasure was just too much, a mind blowing orgasm rocked through her body. She moaned his name. The skin contact between them was magical. Unlike anything they've ever experienced. Breathing down her neck, Logan burried his length deep inside her ass, he held on still; their bodies stuck together like glue. Chloe who was lost in the feeling of his sperm inside her ass, rested her head on his chest. He kissed her neck, with his hands on her chest. "Oh, oh God!" she breathed. Being close to him like this was all she needed. To feel his hands all over her body.

When it was all done, they both took a shower. With Logan helping Chloe out since she was sore. Watching water gracefully fall down her skin, Logan's cock hardened. Chloe smiled at him. She wrapped her legs around him as he made her come.

"Chloe, please don't leave," he pleaded with her. "I need you to stay. I promise you'll be safe here. And we could work on us."

"I don't know. I still need time to heal. Can I have that? I don't wanna feel rushed Logan."

"I'm sorry. Sometimes I just—I care about you Chloe and I really want you here, with Cassie."

"I know. But sometimes you're scary, you're controlling and I really don't know if I'm safe, if I can guarantee Cassie's safety," she looked away. Chloe didn't want to upset him, especially after what they've shared moments ago.

"Wait. I don't have to be here all the time. You can have this place all to yourself."

"Huh?"

"We'll talk about it tomorrow. Right now I just need to wrap my arms around you." She smiled at him. His gentleness would forever peel away her defences. With his arms wrapped around her, she fell asleep. Something about him calmed her, made her feel safe. "Babe?"

"Hhm?" she tried opening her eyes but the warmth and sleepiness had drawn her in.

"You're my life. I love you," he stroked her face. Logan felt hopeful. The woman he deeply cared about was in his bed, in his arms. And she had trusted him enough to give all of herself to him.