Obsession

Fantasy, you are.
I dream of you
constantly.

My heart pounds,
like a drum,
when I look at you.

I long to see you
day after day
whenever I can.

I can't eat,
I hardly sleep,
I think I'm going crazy.

Night after night,
of self pleasure
wishing you were here.

I think of you often.
Sometimes too much,
my mental stage, unstable.

A serious condition,
some say I need medication,
I say it's just an obsession.