Cuckold Confession - Brian's Story Pt. 01

This may not be the most erotic story, but it is the true story of what a ten-year hotwife/cuckold marriage is like.

September 1_st marks my tenth anniversary as a cuckold and my wife, Nancy, as a hotwife. We celebrated our eleven years of marriage in March, or at least I did. My wife was away in Tenerife, Spain, for a two-week holiday with one of her lovers.

Plenty of people fantasise about hotwife/cuckold marriages. Some are brave enough to give it a try. Those who do invariably find that there's no going back once a wife takes on a lover. If ever I suggested to Nancy that we return to a monogamous lifestyle again, she would literally laugh.

Nancy and I never experienced a threesome, and so far, she has never put on a show for me with one of her lovers. Her affairs have always been private escapades. Her adventurous nights usually last until the morning hours. She has had a couple of one-night stands, but Nancy prefers long-term relationships with the men she dates, some lasting for years. She still regularly dates the first man she slept with after we got married.

The only condition I laid down on her before we embarked on this adventure was that she enjoys more than one lover at a time. I requested that because I felt initially insecure when her first lover demanded she spends most nights with him. It was easy for her because he lived a floor under us in the same apartment building. But when she started moving some of her clothes, makeup, and personal things to his apartment, I had a little mini freak out. Our son was young at that time, but he began questioning why his mom was gone most nights. We reached a compromise that I would never attempt to limit her freedom to do what she pleased if she had at least two lovers and that she didn't become too emotionally and sexually invested in only one lover. I think this act saved our marriage and gave us some balance. We call it the 'two lover rule.' It came with conditions which I will explain later.

Jealousy is something I deal with regularly. Nancy would be upset if I weren't so, but there's a point when it becomes annoying to a woman, so I purposely push that emotion aside. Being married to a hotwife involved you inevitably becoming a minor player in her sex life. That's certainly been the case for me since we ventured into this lifestyle.

There are shocking moments, though. There're times when I open her closet and realise that many of her clothes were gifts from her lovers, including jewellery and bottles of perfume. Numerous times I've gone to bed alone in the evening only to find a discarded condom left over by one of Nancy's lovers who came over for an afternoon tryst. Once or twice, I've received calls from concerned co-workers telling me they had witnessed my wife kissing a stranger out on the street. It sometimes hurts to be privy to these things, but I try my best to accept them.

There are also occasional discoveries, however, that I find very erotic. A couple of years ago, Nancy deep-throated me, which was a complete surprise. I have to thank whoever taught her how to do that. Anal sex is another kink she recently picked up on that I never thought to initiate with her. I know she has indulged in several group sex episodes before. She revealed this secret to me once after a few glasses of wine.

Nancy is both a knockout and a flirt. She attracts men like moths to light, so she has her pick when it comes to potential lovers. At 40 years old, Nancy doesn't look out of place with a 25-year-old man or a 50-year-old investment banker. Since we moved to London, she has developed her own social set, many of whom I have never met. These comprise of friends of her lovers and their girlfriends. Being an American, many rightly assume she likes sex and is sexually adventurous.

I put in plenty of effort juggling between work and being a father for our son. Nancy cares deeply about him, but I have assumed many of the duties a wife would normally do, not that I don't enjoy it. Unfortunately, Nancy and I might have only one or two evenings out by ourselves a month, but she will have three or four dates a week, and usually, one or two lovers might see her in the afternoon. She has a fulfilling, fun life and more sex than any woman I know who isn't getting paid for it.

I think the most significant influence on her since we moved here from New York is her girlfriends, all of whom are married and play around. I'm not sure of how they regard me. Nancy goes out with them once a week to share a fun night that includes a few bottles of wine. The nights Nancy and I spend together are the times she gets to unwind, rest, and relax.

She has two main lovers and many others that she regularly sees, like the Oxford professor, who usually leaves behind at least one used condom in the bed, probably as a taunt to me. He is the only one of her lovers who wears protection; Nancy is averse to condoms.

Both of Nancy's main lovers take her on holiday each year. She usually spends a month in Barbados during the winter and comes back with a beautiful tan. In the summer, she heads to the south of France or back to America to see her mother, accompanied by her lover. Nancy's mother never took a liking to me but particularly liked her lover. She actively encourages Nancy's hotwife lifestyle and is envious she didn't have that freedom in her marriage.

Nancy spends frequent weekends at one of her lover's houses in the Cotswolds area, or on the Suffolk coast. Both of them are divorced and compete for her time and attention. They know of each other, but they are unaware of others in the background who occasionally enjoy my wife's pussy. They about me, but I doubt they give much thought to that. They are both Alpha males and rich enough to spoil my wife.

One of Nancy's conditions for the 'two lover rule' is that I am not allowed to masturbate. Not ever. That's very difficult to do, and it's a struggle for me not to touch myself. I seldom look at porn. Occasionally I read erotic books, but I limit myself to one or two a week. We did try a chastity device on me, but they are incredibly uncomfortable. Even the steel ones, which many claims can be worn constantly, are very difficult to maintain on a full-time basis.

One of the things we have discovered, much to Nancy's delight, is that if you limit sex to once or twice a month, and you refrain from masturbating, your prick shrinks noticeably over time even when erect. I used to be well over 6 inches, but now I'm under 5 inches when fully erect. She often teases me on rare occasions when I get to put it into her pussy by asking me to tell her when it is inside her. It's an erotic game that we share. It's also something her girlfriends find endlessly amusing whenever she tells them.

The End

29_th August 2020©