Sorry (a suicide poem)

I woke up today
hiding my sorrow.
The day was nice outside,
I really wanted to wait until tomorrow.

I went on fighting the urge.
Keeping my smile,
swallowing my tears,
hoping I could be happy for a while.

As darkness approached,
I felt my fragile heart die.
I really wanted to see you today.
I really wanted to say goodbye.

I'm sorry.