Control (eating disorder)

Without you I can't survive,
but with you, I want to die.
You surround me all the time.
Because of you I commit self-hate crimes.
You have so much power over me.
You hold me down; I'll never be free.
Feel as if I'm wrapped in chains
my sanity no longer remains.
You take over my life and soul.
I need to die or you'll always have control.